23 Names23 names23 Names by ~Xen-eous
That is how many people, at least in my memory, that I have taken an interest in, in the span of elementary school through the present day. I never told many of these people of my interest in them. Of the ones that I did, only two were kind enough to not reject me outright. Others have taken my heart and torn it to shreds, leaving me to try and mend as best I can. It makes me sick to think that with so many people on this planet, those that have heard my interest expressed in them have taken it as an insult, or worse, as an opportunity to toy with someone's passionate and loving soul. Am I alone? No, I don't think so.
I know for a
My TurnMy TurnMy Turn by ~Xen-eous
Well, now it is over, and it is all my fault. I cannot begin to describe the crushing guilt or the searing pain of the tears I shed. I feel as though my soul could not be in a darker place, unless, perhaps, if the worst were to happen. I have seen a side of myself that I never want to see again. That night, I could do no right, and she has every right to hate me, though my heart hopes dearly that we can one day repair our relationship. Please, I ask you not to pity me or give me consolation; I deserve everything that life dealt me.
I broke her heart, without any intention, and it crushed mine to know what I had done, the pain I had